Wednesday 1 November at 8:34 p.m.
Dear Claire,
Thanks for this advice cinematic Björk is sublime humanity, experiencing a movie that gave me nausea. Magnificent achievement, a haunting music, a voice burst into tears ... I hope you recover soon. Sunday, November 5
Departing Heleen yesterday. We do see each other probably more. The week went smoothly without a hitch of any kind, but no teaser fundamental to me. I could not help to grow a distance between us, making at most cordial relationship. Instinct no longer vibrated in contact: a silhouette and a male behavior too a laugh by short bursts sound too frequent impossibility of genuine dialogue (the language barrier of course), and these factors indefinable who have relentlessly detached from her, the days passing. Promiscuity with it even cost me, to the end (I tried not to let anything forthcoming), and relief overwhelmed me with his departure. Bastard no doubt, but the scriptural hypocrisy does not help.
Should I put this psychological ailment on account of an anchor in me as existential choice of celibacy, or the soft interference of another female figure who haunts me (Claire in the case)? I am inclined to the path of ambiguity, as Merleau-Ponty: an indistinct mixture of both.
Here I am again closed for a Sunday studious.
Official acceptance of my speeches at the University Jean Moulin, beginning last Friday classes with BTS and support Two projects of tutored students in IUT. My business is expanding and my sweet grandmother seems more reassured about my professional random. The monomania
media on food safety emphasizes its focus: prime rib may disappear from our plates according to the sacrosanct principle of precaution. I tasted a good tartare with olive oil, salt and mustard last night: if Creutzfeldt Jakob ago, she was already in me during incubation. Some school canteens have removed their menus beef in its generality.
[E-mail to Claire D.]
Monday, November 6 at 10:12
Dear Claire,
I hope you well and that your weekend went well.
For me the week with Heleen was sympathetic, but actually I feel nothing for it other than a friendly feeling. I do not think we'll see.
I embrace.
At 10:20
[Ca you should end November?] Although received dear Claire, it suits me perfectly.
feeling for the music of Björk, I'll probably buy his works ... His personality fascinates me, aesthetics changing too.
So, find yourself well, Claire.
soon. At 11:25
[How do you explain this change in sentiment for Heleen?] Hard to explain: some figures you galvanize their presence feeds you, you won, you have in mind to see them again. Heleen is not one of them. In fact, after self-analysis, I am not sure whether a real change. I had this feeling in the depths, but overcrowding has revealed so cruel ...
And the language barrier (although a good command of French, it can have a real part in a conversation) has limited our trade. Even physically, I have not felt a real attraction, even forced to bring up other images to meet their expectations ... I wanted this disengagement ... but she had so insisted on coming, despite my warnings ...
I kiss you dear Claire.
[E-mail to Claire D.]
Tuesday, November 7 at 10:24
Dear Claire,
My morale seems to be correct, but not without turbulence juicy gulf destabilizing either.
This morning I received a long e-mail Heleen, pained by this week. I'll try to explain exactly my feelings on this trip, in kindness.
I embrace. At 10:50
Finally, it is rather contradictory since told me she came again a "good friend" and at the same time she criticizes the distance established us ...
I did, in fact, not apprehended this change in me, and I did not hurt during this short stay, so I had mismanaged the case ... Finally, with my e-mail things will be clearer, I think ... A reunion
"lightning"? I did not know that word ... thank you to feed me dear Claire. In fact, light therapy is the treatment by the sun ... At 11:46
Bravo dear Claire,
I just looked in my old Littre in 7 volumes: if the word "lightning" does not exist, however the word "fulguriser" is a pleasant word used instead of blast (as love at first sight): add an adjective tone is therefore quite legitimate.
In fact we did that seen during his stay in Lyon in August. This was our only previous fifteen days, and not in everyday life.
For the time was still entitled to some rays of the sun, but this is the rarity, except on Sunday where they announced the "cataclysm" and ruled that the sun all day.
at 17:32
If different no doubt, but the side tortured bulb, which heats neuronal connections for nothing, I know that too, and my instinct that infest many ... Finally it is perhaps better under my unbridled greed ...
We did that twice saw dear Claire, but I can testify that our trade emailstolaires perfectly match the image you
gave me: a rich inner life without contests and a density of presence ... This simple message from you, before I went to philosophize about "the desire and passion" with a student that I am (the theme is correct!), through Rousseau and Malebranche, filled me with well-being ... Sign of an incontestable influence ... I must be careful not to over sniff your emails ... But do not decrease the rate if you like. You could buy
Björk, or not yet?
I kiss you and very quickly ...
[E-mail to Heleen D.]
07.11 at 10:36 am I think we should actually set more rules. I had not apprehended the change before your coming, and I can not rationally explain.
I am very sorry to have you "messed up" this stay, but I wanted to infuse more homeopathically possible an amicable relationship.
Strictly no "pride" from me on my last "conquest," I'm not a teenager in these reactions, and it is certainly not a relationship that has influenced in any way change my feelings at your location. The "redness" has detected that you probably came to my embarrassment, my division between absolute sincerity with you and makes possible to hurt you ...
It is true that I did not manage that distance inevitable and I should have put everything from scratch, but I did not want to tarnish your coming to a conversation in the form of catharsis.
not bother to push up despite your asking me to refund your place of performance: Catherine had suggested I come along and so I chose someone who makes me happy, you here.
That's the attempt to explain and lighting.
course I'd be very happy to hear from you.
Persuaders.
[E-mail to Claire D.]
Wednesday, November 8 at 9:13
Hi dear Claire,
I hope you had a good time with Gaëlle and a relaxing night with your duffel.
I can not wait to see you again ... At 10:25
This reassures me about my own mental state, I feel less alone in my reactions: the weariness of someone who "invaded" your world, I
Heleen feel about ... There's actually more cases of heart for me. I have not yet had a reply to my mail, but that will not change my lack of disposition towards her. In this case, the distance is more beneficial for that, naturally, she makes a right. My morale is fine. Heim sent me a big book A Free French - 1960-1968 Journal of Jacques of Arribehaude he does not like, even if the style is quality. It would be my opinion ... I'll try to immerse myself so ... I embrace
itoo Claire.
[E-mail to Claire D.]
Thursday, November 9 at 11:45
That you do not have the moral today. It happens the relay is good. I'll play the card of fiery sparkle, to hang a few firebrands glow to your heaven ... Well I'm not too poet ...
Yes, I have the advantage of virtually manage my time as I want, including many mornings to go home (except tomorrow, from 8am to 12pm obligation to advance the BTS in the art of the abstract and to open the theme of mythology and its importance in our world). The downside is a precariousness of my situation, but in good single that does not care yet.
painting you miss, and you do not practice at all? Would I have the privilege to see one day what are you doing? I wish I could
these walks take you through ... You'll do anything for those two days? Me, no plan ...
I kiss affectionately (it varies a little) and I hope to very soon.
You have no computer at home or Minitel, so that we can talk a tad, if the mood takes us?
Good luck.
at 17.10
Yesterday purchase Björk in Dancer in the Dark , Omar and last (of Soul) ... So impressed by the charming young lady, I bought today its first two albums ... I am now a virtually unconditional: his voice, his personality, his charisma is ... here is a person that I meet ... Wishful thinking of course. But if I find his website, I will give him a testimonial ... unfortunately in French ... I cradled his soaring vocal ... Play Björk any
as you read (what I'm doing) it's almost too full of fun.
If you want to record on tapes, do not hesitate to ask me ...
In wishing you a good night, if you see the e-factor before you leave.
[E-mail to Claire D.]
Friday, November 10 at 13h13
Dear Claire,
busy day for me, I go into gales ... For the tape, do you want the full music of the film and a selection of pieces for the other two albums? You seem to prefer slow airs, there are some ... The color music remains the same.
What address do I send it to you?
I embrace you. Very good weekend. Saturday, November 11
I finish a lonely sleep holiday by some movements of the wrist ... to fill these pages. Heim
Journal sent me a free French - 1960-1968 of Jacques
of Arribehaude, founder, among other things, the Bulletin Celinian . In its dispatch, Heim tells me it does not like it at all, despite the undeniable quality of style, and would be my opinion. So I entered this large block (Occasional!) Of almost nine hundred pages in tight characters. Few tens read in chronological order, then some other eras drawn randomly, as can be done with a collection of poems. Still too early to give an impression valid, but for now I 'hang not really, the pleasure of reading is not. Read one of Leautaud is a treat every moment, approaching that of Bloy is tasted like a strong alcohol ... For Arribehaude, I feel as foreign to what I can not find this literary storm praised by Pol Vandromme. Expect perhaps acclimatization tone and content familiarity. Continued my Internet correspondence with Claire and end to my relationship with Heleen by e-mail. Insensitive to those who wish me, fool with the ones I like: I'm not ready to live a new union. Came to me yesterday as an unlikely second volume of this Journal , while the publication of which is actually not yet decided: The dissatisfied.
How to mobilize the media with nothing: the mad cow hysteria and the lack of results in the U.S. election. For the first not matter, the media maintain daily psychosis diagnosed and refines his argument all involved with formulas become commonplace as the sacrosanct principle of precaution and parade-good-conscience "zero risk n does not exist! . With these two formulas is justified ban all beef in public and we apologize in advance any culinary disaster ... Between these two terminals, the small media box transmits its shadows and eventually influence reality.
Clown American series could be resolved by him: "we have more information importance to be given before the final promulgation of the results. " No, journalistic ethics are inclined to make room resonance while epiphenomenon. Still no news of
Shue, and tomorrow is her birthday: I sending him an e-mail to remind me to his good memory.
Sunday, November 12 Meeting with the Icelandic music Björk. In one week, I bought all of his work: four CDs for a solo career started in the early ninety. The Björk's reflecting both the mystic and a crazy phase Obsessive.
[E-mail Shue]
12.11
Dear Shue,
I have not heard, but I hope everything goes well for you.
I come by this message to wish you the sweetest of birthdays.
Hope to read you. I embrace you.
[E-mail to Heim]
Monday, November 13 at 11:24 AM
Subject: A Free French
Dear Heim
I hope you are well. Thank you for sending Journal D'Arribehaude.
I started reading it, chronologically and by picking at random, but I can not hang about with thick and loose. I would try to deepen my analysis in this literary discovery.
I kiss you hard.
[E-mail to Claire D.]
11/13 at 11:27 AM Nice to find you in this way, dear Claire. I hope your weekend was sweet and restful.
This gives a bit giddy these weeks fly by. By late afternoon, meeting in September for all stakeholders in ITU at the University Jean Moulin Lyon. I will discover this beautiful world ...
I embrace you strong.
at 16:07
[We can not say that the weekend was gentle and relaxing. Quite the contrary! I went out Saturday night in the swamp and I met an artist and a philosopher! I went to bed on Sunday morning after six hours. And you, what have you done? Your impression of the IUT?] Well, duffer! What occupations!
For my part, I had no one to see. Reading, writing, music, movies (The Blair Witch Project 2) have distracted these two days. So I'll tell you the atmosphere to the IUT. In any case, the students met last week for their project tutored were quite charming.
soon. At 10:38 p.m.
[Do not forget that you remain their teacher.] course I remember, dear Claire, that distance is still required. I have no complicity off official contacts.
[How was the Blair Witch Project?] For Blair Witch, I was a little disappointed. I had not seen the first, but I found this one falsely crazy ...
[Are you going well? Moral tone does not seem to be the best.] My morale is probably not the best, that should be my next manic ... but if we saw, I would return at once joyful and gay prankster ... Chiche, try! Reminds you when at the end of our interview my mood has changed ... it was the sorrow and gloom to leave you ...
Well, I do not unbosom myself more or I'll wet my message. Here
tomorrow release of the latest Sade ... I will not miss it ...
soon and big kisses.
[E-mail to Claire D.]
Tuesday, November 14 at 9:57
[This is an invitation for an interview? Let's say we could see the beginning of December.]
Well, well ... I was counting on the end of November, but since you're busy I wait until then ... Besides, I'm coming to Paris for the anniversary of my brother's December 2 and 3 ... And by the end of the year what do you do?
[Sade What are you talking about? Is this the movie with D. Auteuil?]
For Sade: not our dear marquis unbridled, but the singer with a warm voice ...Hey presto! At 24:55
[Yes Sade has a nice voice. Who are you going to spend this evening? That may be a bit curious for me to ask you this question, but I wonder if you get to go to the concert alone. I think I'd be unable] This is called a misunderstanding extending ... For Sade, I bought his latest album, released this morning at a business and not a concert ... the Marquis!
[One can then see the 2 and / or December 3. It suits you?]
I would not abuse it, but if I take option 2 and 3 December, I did not hesitate. Also, if you had the opportunity to host me, I can even come Friday evening, this evening we would make a more ... I will not bother, I run trails.
[For the New Year, I have nothing planned. Anyway I hate this holiday makes no sense.] If I asked you what you did on 31, because I have nothing planned either ... This is actually not moving from one year to another and even from one millennium to another, which motivates me, but just spent a happy time with you ... And even if you go to a party organized, can I use knight ...
Finally, here is proposed. For you to have.
Fleet, fleet here.
I kiss you dear Claire. Hop ...
Wednesday, November 15, 1:15
Extension of my evening in front of the cathode Dechavanne while decrypting an excerpt from Rameau's Nephew followed for one of my teaching.
Heleen said very nicely, and seems to have accepted my explanation and hopes that the bond of friendship, by this means, continue. With Claire
exchange remains dense. I will see probably the first weekend of December, when I was in Paris for birthdays Jim, John, but certainly not the pater which I have no news. I am still awaiting the letter 
he had me after reading my Journal . curious attitude of intolerance of the look that everyone can relate to a difficult past. Did he think my tendency pamphleteer, widely displayed, then it would spare it affects me also in a self-critical and uncompromising? Then it was naive of him. Writing to me just so precious it is not encumbered precautions relational. Do not understand, as a player, it does not refer to the act of writing, anything that focuses the authenticity gross effusion. On the other hand, the diarist , according to the tag literary foregrounds his moods and not the interests of historical accuracy, unlike the memoirist. All this, I'm able to cover before reading my high subjectivity and trumpeted. Finally, it has had a fundamental problem of communication with his three son of the first batch . Hope that this does not incline to unconsciously reproduce behavioral patterns with those of the second batch .
[E-mail to Claire D.]
15.11 9:36
Cuckoo! and a good day for you. I work at my house this morning, so I'll just take my breakfast.
[Take you still enjoy listening to Björk?] Björk always delights me as much, yes, I have also now all his work. The crazy atmosphere of certain songs to be discovered ...
Your work interests you there forever? Me, my meeting with IUT stakeholders (owners and contractors) has been successful. Discussion with some (and few), but I do not think it leads to any ongoing relationship, except with the teacher. of letters that I knew before (and which is in my Journal 99). About this year, I wrote, December 31, "There he is that damn day like any other (...)": you see that our approach is close (" this is a day like any other "m 'did you write in a message yesterday). That's the end of the explanation text.
To you, dear Claire. I kiss you and thank you for the everyday working days.
At 1:32 p.m.
[This is not a good day. I feel my patience starts to dwindle sharply and I fear the worst because in such extremes, I will not answer for my reactions and violence of my words! And as for my supervisor, it becomes dangerous.]
help to pass this bad moment ... but I offer you my thoughts.
Good luck and I hope that this message will not be unwelcome.
I left your mobile rang four times around noon, but no response, I decided not to insist. Thursday, November 16
Two good times that day: for a reunion Elo during
philosophy of freedom and, tonight, little phone call to Claire. Hear his voice again adds an unbeatable deal with the coldness emails. Friday looks loaded: from 8h to 21h on the educational gap. I will be overwhelmed by sleep thinking of my speech tomorrow morning with BTS on the theme of mythology. The book (very well) that I use as a base was designed by Helene Sabbah, probably my teacher. French, first in high school in Cergy St Christophe. At least it is a homonym full ...
[E-mail to Claire D.]
16.11 to 1:33 p.m. I'll try to catch up with my stupidity:
The remark was meant as a joke spell, as I am right beside the scholar I wanted to do ... Sorry.
For the telephone conversation, of course I want to have it, but I did not want to force you to talk about your work from what you put in your message this morning from your co-worker ...
so I'll call Claire, if you have a preferred time slot told me.
Saturday, I'm also going to tour in Beaujolais.
I embrace.
[E-mail to Claire D.]
Friday, November 17 at 13:20
You tell me what you think of the selection Björk ...
This will require that I spend my Sunday Copy and corrections to the preparation of conferences ... Finally, little time for fun.
I was very happy to hear you, could be renewed from time to time?
When I moved to Paris, Giacometti was announced at Orsay, but in fact there were only four or five works ... The last
Sade is really superb softness, warmth, haunting melodies ...
A small air before returning to the coal ... hey presto! A
very good weekend to you. Loïc that kiss. Monday, November 20
My usual solitary retreat weekend was enlivened on Saturday night, an outing with family Beaujolais F. and some of their friends. After three steps from producers for tastings, lunch in a cheerful local inn with scoop at will.
No extension of my relationship and nothing catchy sentimental side. I resolve this fate, in this final exile, the lives of more tolerable for me. Nothing to build, nothing to leave, I clutter up this world pushing out that witness for a few more decades ...
Dismantled point by point, the case of Omar Adad is a vast hoax court whose neglect of official services (the Gendarmerie to judge) are more like a desire to undermine the poor gardener. The face and inconsistent about the sister of the victim, Ms. Marshall, completes the intimate conviction that we can have on the innocence of this man which has been stolen seven years of his life and that was only pardoned, he remains guilty of this crime to justice impenetrable. Received
finally a response Shue, the tonality vaguely formal. Is this a sign that our relationship will stretch? His new life should be very involved.
Claire also seems very busy, and I hope for more concrete action on our correspondence via the net .
Even on these pages, I have no desire to spread this nonsense.
[E-mail Shue]
Tuesday, November 21 at 13:20
Subject: Overview
Delighted to hear from you. How does your new life in Lutry?
For me, nothing new under the sun ... Lyon Celibacy has a hard life, or I'm too difficult ...
Professionally, I extend my remarks: in addition to what I did, I'm now in a private, for preparing the BTS to test their general knowledge and, in January, I will make a session with students at the IUT University of Lyon III in the Expression-Communication discipline. I'm so busy.
I received photos of Alise, and I was very happy to see yours, including one where I'm caught between the two of you with my rented tuxedo that I can not find any of the pictures seen so far present.
This is a tower, pleasure to read you, and my friendly thoughts to John.
[E-mail to Claire D.]
21.11 at 9:08
[Yves phoned. We are given an appointment with me. We went to a restaurant very nice. It was adorable.] In many different stories, including the right of your "reconciliation" with Yves. That will be an element of psychological pressure less for you.
Good luck to you in your work. I embrace you. At 10:58
[You speak very little! How are you? moral tone?] laconic developer probably a moral in half shade. Work is certainly there to fill gaps in the weeks fly by. What I envy about you is this very ability to be surrounded and can enjoy life in all it offers entertaining. I, myself, tend to lock myself in my land in Lyon and more specifically in my den. The lines written last night in my Journal were very dark. The ability of psychotherapeutic writing should do its work.
Finally, I look forward to one thing: to blow my happiness during my stay in Paris.
I think I'm inherently contradictory: I appreciate this single withdrawal by the independence it provides, but basically I'd be in full complicity with the soul mate, without necessarily being under the same roof .. .
I hope he was not too long this time. Thank you for your attention
epistolary dear Claire. I embrace you. At 3:08 p.m.
[You know, I feel that morale is not great. You do not write the same things when your morale is playing tricks on you, or in the same way.
(...) You're a bit like all the men I know. You want your cake and eat it too. I want the benefits of love each other but not too much, because it does not let that trouble comes my little balance ...] I had trouble defining my thoughts dear Claire,
J hope just do not like all those men who suffer women fear of commitment: Lyon is my experience there to testify. I literally exiled to try to build something. It did not work, but at least I tried. And I know that if love motivated me again to someone, I'd be willing to play the adventure.
Someone like you, for example, would motivate me ...
I take these moments of single life as a necessity obliged, but I prefer that rather than put myself in a couple to put me in a couple ... However, if I am galvanized encountered by the beloved, not about to sulk this extraordinary opportunity to unite for life ...
You see I'm not that desperate ... Above all, I would not want you to have a distorted image of myself.
I embrace.
at 15:44
[Why do you say that someone like you motivate me? And how please?] Hard to explain why the attraction to someone, already, I love your presence, whatever form it takes, your character, your voice and your silhouette. I feel a lack since I saw you, as if these shared moments (which you can judge yourself as benign) were within the expected happiness ... a kind of gentle electrifying. To me these are unmistakable signs here ... but obviously I'm in a unilateral approach and certainly enhancer, which destroys any possibility of believing in a possible reciprocity.
Very badly, but I feel it more accurately ....
[You should get out of your bubble. I'm sure your world is full of princesses.] As for Lyon princesses, I do not doubt their existence, but it seems difficult to "get out" specifically for this: it's dedicated input to failure ... Chance alone can create this common will.
Finally, I will transcend all that, relax and leave the funny bone at the back of my bubble ...
Hey presto!
[E-mail to Claire D.]
Wednesday, November 22 at 23h21
[I do not know what to answer you. I do not know if you're located in a unilateralist approach and certainly amplifier.] Finally I let my mood in the dressing room because my procrastination is not a very good thing, and I especially do not want to risk losing such a nice accessory as you. Today, I was not home, but to run everywhere. My Outlow Express me replays of the towers (Hey no, it comes to solve!), So this is the web that I write (yes, but I was able to transfer to the Outlook). For movies (we could also maybe go together during my stay in Paris) I remember the exit Charlie's Angels, Dinosaur (but not alone! I too scared, hey hey hey), just about everything that comes to mind ... Suspicion does not tempt me too ...
There, I just finished my subject for medicines, and I will soon join my sleep ... Hope to read you, and with a big kiss on your cheek.
Thursday, November 23, 0:15
few outbreaks before sunset sails.
It is critical that I preserve the link daily (by e-mail or phone, like tonight) with Claire. His presence even at a distance, too precious to me. Its effect is calming the mermaid, a princess of soul.
My pen does not work out tonight.
[E-mail to Claire D.]
23.11 to 11:38
is me coming to meet you Claire. You must have been overloaded this morning, so as not to grant you a break.
Me I just came back after seeing a group of students for a project tutored : design of a newspaper for a JC ... I remember in the early afternoon for an appointment with the director of this organization.
lot of fun to hear you last night ... I would have stayed to tell you a nice story ... I am also sleeping with this idea, trying to construct the more poetic scenarios, but in the early morning, all this boiling vaporous left no traces.
If you want to see a special exhibition, museum, show or I do not know what else I am leaving for my coming at all ... Plus I could enjoy these moments shared, the better for me (This is purely selfish you see !!!)..
I sneak out to go purchase some grub.
I embrace you strong ... I leave my computer tuned for my return ...
Hop! At 12:57
There is a concern because I have not had one for 9 hours ... could I get a summary?
And you what you try to go see? I
no vacation, but a greater relaxation with fewer courses to give ... and December 23, I'll be in Paris.
I embrace. At 4:46 p.m.
[I love when you mention your emotional. I feel more learn to know yourself. What I do not want, because you force me to ask me questions about a possible reciprocity.] So, since I have the privilege to set myself up as a distraction, I profit. I'm back from my tour with the students. Very good contact and interesting project.
I now prepare my speech tomorrow morning from BTS ... I will lead the technical summary, because they made me at the last session is not shiny ... and if I have time, I would approach the theme of language.
Have you had time to listen to the opposite Björk I told you concocted?
This is unfortunate, for this morning message, it has passed into oblivion ... Maybe it contained vital information! (Smile).
I would love to help you in your work: I am sure that I am passionate about working at your side ... But I do not have the skills.
If you have a bit of time to answer me, immediately, otherwise a very gentle and Reconstructive evening ... At 21h
[I listened Björk and I much prefer the soundtrack. I think I told ya!] I checked Claire dear, and my brain still operational: you had not spoken before the B-side of the tape (except to tell me that you had not yet had time to listen to) or else in the famous message of this morning, lost forever.
Since you have this email on Friday morning, I hope your evening was pleasant and does not discourage you got for your own academic work.
Me, I stay within my walls a downpour outside, so that does not stop.
Tomorrow, a few dives in Rameau's Nephew waiting for me ...
All my thoughts.
[E-mail to Claire D.]
Friday, November 24 at 1:32 p.m.
[friendly evening in the company of this friend of college. Today is a wonderful time in Paris. I feel pumped up for my HRD complimented me on my work.] All good news so ...
We must share the same radius as it made its appearance now in Lyon, after an evening and night watering .
[What are you doing this fine weekend?] My weekend is cut by two interventions on Saturday. I feed the rest of the time with various preparations, perhaps a cinema and perhaps a few moments of relaxation and household cleaning (Sequentially of course).
I spent some time with Hitchcock classic North by Northwest (one eye on writing anyway). It has not aged in his rhythm, I think. On that note, I wish you well enjoy your two days, and soon ...
itoo Kisses.
Sunday, November 26, 1:30
A Saturday without interest as usual. After a meeting of U.S. large turnip ( Charlie's Angels ), where the concentration effect does not mask the mediocrity of the rest, I scribbled a few off the rim coffee Cuba that perhaps I will put here, unless I kill them.
writing for rehashing out of sclerosing? I do not feel any romantic vocation.
Monday, November 27, 1:15
diminishes my ability to write, a sign perhaps of a monotony of an existential and intellectual numbness. I am not located in any building, but preserving a cozy posture straight.
Tomorrow, I give a hand to Sander for his removal. The owner of this 50m2 (excluding land) in the west of Lyon. Me, I reduce my possessions minimum: clothes, books, CDs and some basic furniture. I do not cling to anything, like a stranger to the universe. Even the writing seems to be a more reliable relays and an opportunity to leave a trace ...
[E-mail to Claire D.]
27.11
1:30 p.m. How did you start this week, dear Claire? For me, a morning of preparation before an afternoon trips.
think I'll have to tell you a little story has to fall asleep one evening ... Do you currently reading right now?
calm my curiosity and I soon t'espère here via e-mail.
Tuesday, November 28, 0:30
that we know and she still has not returned the true joy in life, one that lived in our first year law, which made her a girl seductive and ready to bite the world. It has dragged on too many years overweight it ... weighs and faces a dead-end builders celibacy comfortable, no children ... A bit like me, the problems of shape and more. It does not seem depressed. In any case, real pleasure to hear. I'll try to see during my brief stay in Paris. A quick hello to Claire, whose vocal timbre spellbinding me. Sensuality in all discretion, it delights me in everything that breathes it.
That day, I give a hand to Sander for his removal.
[E-mail to Claire D.]
Wednesday, November 29 at 0:10
[How are you today?] I'm fine dear Claire, but my day was physical ... I returned recently, standing for 6 hours to help move. And I put myself behind in my work, but I 'll catch it all.
What do you do during the holidays, you'll move (come to Lyon for example, hey hey)? Me, my duties may be substantially eased between Christmas and New Year's Day.
I'll get my sleep, and letting me invade the soft relaxing good physical fatigue. I'll get my ticket tomorrow to be sure of a place, and I would take the move to Friday night ... So if you're available, I expect your sign.
I kiss you, and very fast.
at 22:43
[I'm sorry, but I have bad news regarding this weekend. Elise, my sister, me asked to stay with her and to do math. She is totally distraught and did not understand anything. I hope you do not want me. I'm sorry.]
I do not blame you at all. I am a reason. Good luck to your sister and good diving mathematics.
Possibly, we could have a meal at three on Saturday afternoon or Sunday afternoon, quickly ...
Finally, if you have a moment, you call me on my laptop. I will leave on Sunday evening. See you soon.
[E-mail to Heleen D.]
29.11
Hello dear Heleen,
I'm fine, a bit overloaded with work this week because I'm off to Paris next weekend for birthdays. And you, are you finally installed in your new apartment. ? I have not heard of Heim.
I kiss you, and hope to read you.
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