Sunday, December 31, 2000

When Do Rottweilers Stop Teething

March / April

Wednesday 1 March between midnight and 1am
Follow Tuesday afternoon current affairs in the National Assembly. Jospin on the spot, after being "stoned" (as he said) during his visit to Palestine, was pretty well out of the race. A force of conviction which gave the opposition attacks in their poor dimension. Among other arguments jospiniens of good quality: the reference to the period of cohabitation 86-88 with J. Chirac in the role of prime minister and who walked more often in the flowerbeds Policy without foreign reluctant to clash with the Head of State, the fire tactician Mité Fanfan.
Juppe slipped slyly at his question, almost tender, he had experience gourderies as former prime minister and that he understood the perspective of over generalizing responses Jospin.
Forgot my receiving a very nice card Karine V. (I'm sorry)
very moved by the vows that I had sent. Also, call Martha S. coming to take from me. My relationship with Paris was otherwise denser than the desert Lyonnais did it come from my over others which changed the character or cold and impenetrable of Lyon (es) in their majority? In any case, the few attempts to establish this relationship through professional (Galen Institute and Acadomia) have failed each time, nib, prick! And dredge in the street or on public transport has never been my thing ... So, while myriads of couples form, I get bogged down in celibacy.

Saturday, March 4, 0:15 approx.
I must not delay to join my little death, because very busy day in perspective, and yet very nice: 7:30 particular course to four students. Two hours spent on technical summary of a text to Cecilia P. (I do not know yet), two hours of preparation for the synthesis of materials with Vanessa D. (Charming entrepreneur) for the afternoon half past one in oral preparation tray to miss French Elo F. (A Cathou more fine), then two hours of philosophy to Valerie R. (I had followed the French last year, delightful company with its false air of American actress launched Pretty Woman by , forgotten his name). No sooner did I take a train to Rumilly to find Angela and her friends for a sparkling evening in Annecy. Density rare, I had to write it.

Monday, March 6, 11:40 p.m.
A rarity: I can throw a few bland before the extinction of the day.
Very nice night out in Annecy with Angela and two of her girlfriends. For
once, although attendance boxes together. We must believe that the girl drew the girl: the mere fact of being surrounded put me on the line of sight of some more or less lit dredger. After the emotional release in all directions, about six o'clock in the morning, we slept, Angela and I, at his girlfriend Nadia, with whom I shared a pleasant morning carnal. Before I left, walking around the beautiful lake sunny.
still very busy week and on Friday express trip to the castle. Heim is the Val de Grace hospital for further comprehensive reviews and / or monitoring of the situation. I call to pass on Friday or Sunday before my return.
Mr. Bruno spent his medical thesis tonight. Sandrine should attend. I myself, unfortunately, Galen held from 18 to 21 hours for the glue to students from Grange-Blanche.

Thursday, March 9, just
midnight Friday, taking a TGV at 6:00 am for a quick passage to the castle. Sunday, stop in Paris before returning to Lyon's den, visit at Val de Grace to visit Heim few hours.
My schedule is overflowing I do not earn much, just enough to survive. How to describe this life I lead ... insignificant by his total lack of construction: no wife, no family, no ambition. My trinity mired in frustration programmed.

Monday, March 13, 0:30 approx.
Got Tonight Castle after spending part of the post- noon at Val de Grace to see Heim. Hospital stay including test and implement treatment with insulin. Heim also bought the Journal of Polac and ended up in some passages, in style and substance.
About diarist, and to flatter my ego, for once, Heim, who said I always maintain a link with writing, would be a priori interested to publish the entire Hash copy of my from 1991 to 1999. At thirty, I would have the rare privilege of being the first volume of my Journal pamphleteer edited. I'll get down to finish the capture (including transfers) and put it into pages.

Tuesday, March 14, shortly 2am
My cozy isolation Lyon resumed. The objective assigned literary pleases me. I have selected some interesting connections to incorporate the Hash .

The Striptease France 3, Issue posted too late, although the figures still showed sordid. No doubt all of us, seized in his daily life, seems unsavory to others. I prefer by far my solitude, even ponderous, sentimental at any indoctrination with being mediocre, demeaning to any subordinate professional ...

Saturday, March 18, 2:00 am
Overloading of courses to be given which does not bode weeks of rest while, just like the ending. This weekend, to be hermits, will focus on correcting copies of Grange-Blanche, still waiting for ten days.
A first in my teaching activities: the beautiful and willowy Julie K. (Who has, after our work, eighteen out of twenty in literary commentary) approached me when I arrived, pretending to want to kiss me. I'm starting to make him sign that she is wrong (it happens with enthusiasm and pleasure to see someone) but she insists. So I let myself do a little disturbed my faith to start this course.
Exciting dive into the world of these young women cadets , through a duality of a moment. Sense to share an important moment when they forget most of my name and face. Reviewing
sparkling and beautiful Elo F. that I might have the privilege to follow in philosophy next year. The miracle
Jospin, that power has transformed the point of giving it a boil watchable without bulging eyes and puffiness disturbing is spent with Big Media d'Arvor, gonads swollen state property, to polish his pill and distribute Tax cuts to the wind. Reluctant to criticize it, I can admit it.

Sunday, March 19, 0:30
Owl Saturday night in seclusion: correction Copies of the White Barn. A dive into illiteracy and university in the futility of reasoning. Activity quite deleterious recommended for my mood. And I must continue this work in the morning. Worse than volunteerism, masochism!
I feel profoundly alien to the world and its actants paradeurs, bewildered or hs and at the same time, I regret not being able to scream detect or remember that would have been my absolute accomplice, my source of vitality . In tracing these words, the sounds of some hoes to pull back to my memory, laughter throat that required such smelly vomit. Bitterness vexed? Probably, but it is the ultimate way to save me. Reassuring sign: I marvel and am excited as always to true femininity.

Tuesday, March 21, 0:20
Week madness for tutoring: Monday to Saturday 39 hours data, excluding travel time at 25 different locations. Exam time approaches and applications are becoming more urgent. Management planning is increasingly undermined the building game.
Acadomia reserve myself often special cases and applications atypical yesterday gave the first course a gifted boy of 12 years (polyglot, able to read at age 3, much given to matters related to finance). For Mom, there's no doubt that Arthur's brilliant international career will. The purpose of my intervention: let him discover, assess and if possible, French literature without going through an approach school. Very good contact. Continued ...
The annoying at (x) eyebrow (s) (which join, the plural seems superfluous) is bushy ears pulled by Jospin, Minister ist.
a tad Dedicated time to continue the development Nesting and correction Hash: nearly 500 pages already returned the computer. Sunday, March 25


Through administrativo-artificial, it must be a little over three hours of the morning. Summer time again imposes its two-hour shift with the sun.
past Saturday evening to continue the corrections for the years 94 and 95. I will integrate some important letters or words.
Big news announced by e-mail: Shue married on September 9 in Monaco. I'm being asked to mingle with one hundred and fifty guests will celebrate the beautiful wedding. The correspondence that we have via internet is the most friendly and emotional. The loyalty of our link enlightens me. During April, I'll spend a long weekend at home in Paris to help finalize the thesis.
Jospin government is preparing to shake up his struggling, especially with the claims of "lazy" officials, as the thundering Allègre (the "bushy" quoted Tuesday). The head of the latter, the erased like jumping from the inconsistent Voynet (which, finally, may deflate) and mass Trautmann (free, I know, but I enjoy the little he I have!) should disappear from the scope of government. The
Nadia Annecy, tasted after an evening with Angela, wants to read my Journal . Ouch! I warned of the highly violent and desperate content. This is not the bubbly young man who is dredging by three babes in the evening, but a bear to cut his manic-depressive.

Tuesday, March 28, 0:20
comedy side of power, Jospin has yielded to the ostracism of necrotic
officials. Another educational reform that falls into the water, with the head, bushy in this case, its initiator. The "government reshuffle, since it is the expression, has made some hocus-pocus to prepare a second wind. From his store, Jospin we have not really left the new: the Fabius perched frisky with proposals for tax cuts in its beak in place of the deleted Christian Sauter, National Education, no less the dinosaur Lang, whose determination to win the Socialist nomination to stand for municipal Paris, deflated at the first little hostility in the room. This promises a great ass in these tight quarters departmental, he has already visited. This is an example of opportunism absolute and dare again (as he did with Ruth Elkrief) blame the journalists not to ask questions that politicians not get to the bottom! The climax: his background he stops well above sea level, on the side of the vane opportunist. Side
policy development: a fairly entertaining show of G. Durand ( Live tonight ) with a beautiful bunch of actors and actors to celebrate the release of the next film by Bertrand Blier.

Saturday April 1 0:20
. I rise this morning at 7:36 a train to Montpellier. Lightning visit to my dear grandmother, my mother and John who have been there for a week. Back tomorrow by car in the capital of Gaul that I will find them with my nest. At the station, my uncle J.-LB, not seen for two years, and her friend M, who wait for me. A brief family interview to give and take some news. The aging continue without a large following on both sides. I hope Fontès that will offer me some rays. Satisfaction
tonight (last night rather) for my research papers on
Internet. To help one of my students, Carole H., to finalize his presentation of philosophy on the experience of the Puy de Dome of Blaise Pascal, I intend to go in search of books within this highly targeted. Gallica website, accessible at times surprisingly Catholic, allows me to have a preface full of empty Treaty and the original edition of one of its digital scientific writings. Unfortunately, his letter to his brother-Perrier is integrated with the complete works of La Pleiade and commented, so not fallen into the public domain, and therefore inaccessible from the net. Drama
absurd and almost comical in this: the first French soldier killed in Kosovo has been a colleague.

Tuesday, April 4, 0:30 approx. Frequency
Jazz background, I passes through the small panes before a short sleep. The transition to flash
Fontès allowed me to see my grandmother, but always adorable physically impaired. Present: John M. and I feel J.-L. whenever a pinch accompanies the heart when the grandmother's home. The feeling of perceiving in his eyes misted over as a potential farewell, as if each of the last interview. That depresses me so easily, in what state should I when the weight of years will leave position itself near one end, immanent, ready to withdraw from the world forever?
Correcting Hash continues. Long and tedious replay, but exciting diving in the years of torment: the safety of self succeeds collapse lucid or crazy. To give full dimension to my relationship with Sander, I joined 92 years in the few letters I had sent her. Epistolary complicity that I stopped for fear of seeing it drift into a different kind. Also curious to see my little inclined to talk about Cathou during this year, unlike 1991 when its pervasiveness is obvious.
Received today ordered all three volumes of the complete works of Charles de Gaulle. Even if I did not have time to read them for now (I already started a lot of books) I like to be surrounded by writers that I respect. Their rarity makes them all the more essential.
Soon the fire is electrical. I dig, but I find nothing to operate from Big Media. Tuesday, April 11


overload during all-out leaves me much more respite, holiday and Easter will be for me as an intensification of labor.
Lyon From my nest, I see the Pencil and edge flashing. France Info Express 11:53 p.m. confirms strike TCL that imposes the cancellation of three hours of class tomorrow. Hope this does not last more than a day. Anachronistic, thirty years without a license, in which case I should leave the bike.
Anecdote: Carole H. student, I am in philosophy, had to make a presentation on the experience of the Puy de Dome Pascal. I would search the Internet content of some of the key messages to any related experience. Her mother found it, an old school physics book that describes the experience and informed me that one of their neighbors (in their country house) was a descendant of Perrier, the director experimentation for Pascal.
I collapse on my windows ... impossible to continue. Note all the same grotesque gonflette that Big Media has christened New Economy, which brings together the "ups" (Start up ) based in the Internet field. The collapse of the anxiety of course is more of a young entrepreneur. I have already given! Thursday, April 13


Days parade stretched towards the current all-out action. The meaning of my existence diminishes inexorably. One remains, perhaps, and certainly very plot, this testimony steep.
Once a transport grant me some time, I used to put the correct outputs of the first tests Hash copy. I currently points to 1994. I make up the names of private individuals that I attack and leaves the original for those who are not the object of my wrath. However, everything that falls under the public figure is called without detours. Soon
midnight and up at 5:30 tomorrow morning for a whirlwind schedule, but offset by a succession of charming children: Claire J. F. Elo, Carole H., Marie-Clémence B. and Erwin B. The Easter holiday does not look more relaxing. I fill my calendar like a complex puzzle. But I reserve the Easter weekend (including Monday) to visit my dear friend Shue. Maybe we eat one evening with Sally, Karl and his girlfriend. Our friendly relationship with Iran my favorite, definitely one of the few true friends I have left is the most complicit by e-mail.
For the batch of Big Media, I will analyze it next time.

Sunday, April 16, approx. 1am
Of the students that I am, Elo F. is by far the most charming
and one with that has developed the most pleasant of complicity. Sise with his parents in Saint-Cyr au Mont d'Or, she greets me with an enthusiastic "Hello Mr. Loïc! "" Hello Miss Elo "I answered immediately. She could float in a potato sack her femininity sparkling shine. The hour and a half of my speech runs at full speed, and as soon as I can (when my job time leaves me leeway or I could put it in closing price) of the rab I volunteered for my sole pleasure. At 18, she breathes and exudes everything I like in a woman, but I feel a strong character ... I must see her four times over the Easter holiday, and Tuesday I was invited by the mother to stay home for lunch. Too bad I'm not his teacher. Duty first.

Thursday, April 20, 23h
Tomorrow night, after a final day of racing for the course, to Paris to join my dear Shue. Three days in his company already m'illuminent.

Tuesday, April 25
stay fruitful and intense Lutece. My dear friend greets me Shue quai de Grenelle for me to help correct his thesis. On four nights, two were deported Rue Saint Louis en l'Isle, Île Saint-Louis in S.'s niece Sally.
Some explanations are needed. Arrived Friday night, I go with Shue that I introduced her future husband, the likeable John, an American living in Germany. On Saturday evening, we find the Totem, Place du Trocadero, Karl and his girlfriend, Sally and her niece. Then, without Shue and her boyfriend, we'll admire the piece King deer by an Italian eighteenth century, a little updated on a stage with scenery changing automatically. In this representation, and more precisely during the intermission, we converse S. and I, in the most sparkling harmony. She then proposed the visit on Sunday evening she shows me her work as a photographer ...

[E-mail Shue]
Thursday, April 27
Subject: From Lyon to Geneva, it is noted! And my dear
Shue,
What a pleasure to have spent two days with you. I thoroughly enjoyed John's very endearing and you very well together.
I noticed your stay in Geneva, and I should be there ... You'll be there Friday evening or morning?
I have not had a moment to call the hotel ... This week has been focused delirium!
you soon. I embrace you. Loïc.

Friday, April 28, 0:30 approx.
Totally botched hold this Journal . Filling too dense leaves me enough time lucid. I collapse miserably on my page as soon as the beginning of a journey or a vacation narrated.
back to my stay in Paris: two interviews face-to-head with S. not unattractiveness. On Sunday evening she had concocted a lovely meal in his small apartment on the Ile Saint-Louis (how pleasant place with a village side, without the frenetic traffic). After a few detours to his photo albums, I am invited to spend the night at her house. Sweet
discovery of this carnal blonde Corsican origins, a white skin and intimacy with delicate flavors. We will renew the approximation degree over on Monday night. I concur in his den at half past midnight after a stint at my father for lunch and further clearing of Shue's thesis. Of beautiful breasts, but probably silicone ...
I appreciate it very much, but I do not want to link me more intensely. I hope his single independent posture will suggest the same state of mind. Thinking back mean-spirited: find a Lyon for not having any constraints on the distance. I have already given! My
pedagogical-emotional complicity with Elo seems to be confirmed. Again invited to share lunch from the family yesterday afternoon, I am invited to join in next Sunday's BBQ's older sister: This course will Elo and a dozen friends.
Our teacher to student ratios have nothing of the stiff reserve, although the formal mode persists. It seems very receptive to my humor (his presence inspires me to the crackling) and we truffons our studies texts
by various literary digressions. If she was so young or if I crouton ... I exaggerate perhaps, certainly the same: 18 to 30 years, this remains very modest compared to 60-22 for Polac (see his Journal ). Size difference, however: if something had to exist between Elo and me, it would be about a real relationship and not a fad. I feel in love with her potential.
With my trip to Paris, I raised my reading Polac. Many connections with my copy Hash. I regret that flew over this aspect gives the selection of passages. The unit provided by the thread of life no longer exists.
Chernobyl and its absolute tragedy again about him: an increase in thyroid cancer is it related to the passage of radioactive cloud? Pasqua, Barzach Carignon and poor, while ministers in charge of the Interior, health and the environment, could the High Court of the Republic for their negligence. Continued ... Saturday, April 29

nascent
During consideration of the Letter to Minécée with my charming student Valerie R., discovered the same method used by deforming bashing Christianity
to Epicureanism as the revolutionaries of 1789 in respect of the aristocracy. To better establish its authority over the faithful, medieval Christianity is peddling an image of a Epicure thirsting for pleasures amoral. In fact the anti-stoicism wants to give everyone the ability to manage his own life without the obsession castrating generated by one or of entity (s) God (s) at Guardianship judgmental and punishing terrifying. Epicurus does not forget the virtues of wisdom, but wisdom emerged from the manipulators of the multitude fooled. His ideas about death and the universe are a striking modernism. For his critics, he replied, in the third century av. AD, with embedded derivatives Christianity, with its good and its evil face, and to surrender his fate to the great spiritual God-Manitou erected by the rulers of the dogma to better constrain the faithful flock. A visionary, really. Epicurus and Nietzsche, that two spirits that fill me. Very nice melodic
success of last Daho. I bought that so few French singers, I could not resist the beautiful harmony of his words and music blaze. The paw remains the same throughout the album. A sweet marshmallow fun for me. These Bashung, Daho and Co. (an empty shell and the Co., no other name comes back to me) I heard them start during my years at fantastic castle O. Everyone has aged well and said his style as me, young crust hacks, I blacked out in bulk these tiles. On board
Bruno M., purchase Terrorism intellectual Jean Sevilla published by Perrin. Ond book I'll start in parallel with others. Some, like Volume XIII Journal of Literary Leautaud are in their fifth year of my reading. It is the supreme tasting at this point.

Sunday, April 30, 6:15
Rue Vauban no shortage of dramatic entertainment. A few months ago, a fire disrupted my night and this morning, which should allow me a mini-fat me out of bed after a smash result. Almost at the corner of my street and Garibaldi, noisy encounter between a utility vehicle and the carcass of a bugger. The guy seems far, dazed. Call the police the Third and Sixth Districts, but they already know.
improvised Saturday Evening with Florence P. Cinema and Italian restaurant. Despite food poisoning a few days earlier, she shines. Her trip to South Africa with her lover Martin did not give that satisfaction. In September, exile London, where they settled. Our pleasant evening was spiced with some great laughs. A friendly accessory that confirms all the good that I think of her. My publishing project seemed to interest him much.
Great Sunday for me: I must find Elo, sister and friends in their lair on the verdant hills of Saint-Cyr (halfway from the top). Maybe one day turn the key in our relationship (friendly, emotional or ... more if I was dreaming).

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