Sunday, December 31, 2000

Long Does Methocarbamol Stay Your System



Tuesday 1st February, at 0:30
Printing brew wind taking this Journal . Fill a void of existence which has any attraction to renew stagnation.
Given Sunday (with J. Flo) a beautiful American film, Sixth sense, including the Tip of the scenario boosts the flavor. Bruce Willis Confirms its large size, the little boy magnifies the atmosphere. ras for the rest. Thursday, February 3


Although curious existence that drives my life. Anxious to preserve the independence which relieves me of any subordination live, I cultivate precariousness not allowing any construction.
Weeks parade: celibacy and seclusion to systematize.

Friday, February 4, 0:10 approx. Wake
under six hours for a busy day to give private lessons. An activity that provides stopgap my self and I allows survival minimum. My isolation seems to be resolved. Satisfaction from those (especially those) who are interested in me, without interest for those who have my preference, I am condemned to being a spectator of life.

Once in that I should not be trusted: Isabelle M., university professor of letters, to whom I gave my last copy of Guts and who has since vanished, changing phone numbers.
wait, contemplative, I do see no end to generous and fulfilling this mediocre life in which I am well pleased. Justice does not need m'épingler: I'm all alone convicted.
Supplication with me in my travels by TCL Testimonials sometimes literally take the guts.
Internet incites debauchery much easier to connect to a porn site (saw tonight Kaleidoscope who collects photos of celebrities speaking (as Adjani, Kaprisky, NC Fair Price , etc..) and foreign (Demi Moore, nude models) at a cultural site as Gallica. If photos of celebs and female stars appear quite easily, the introduction to Essays Montaigne, in his original edition, only to reveal itself on the screen. Scanning the pages (fifteen million available from their grip) promotes speed but greatly increases the transfer since it images of text. The result after three successive page requests (including the cover and title page), the computer informed me of a technical problem. Unable to go forward in Michel de la Montagne. Annoyed, I went back to sniff the mountains of breast and Venus Béart, Cachou, Winter and Co.
is how we make obsessed! Saturday, February 5


First winter getaway in the Parc de la Tete d'Or. A beautiful day for its weather, calm for my psychology. Read a few pages of the Journal Polac of sitting on a green bench. His moods affect me, but its political sensibility leaves me unmoved.

Sunday, February 6, soon to 1am. One Saturday
evening over the past alone. A poor life than mine. Unmotivated for everything, I let slip the years for certain death. The coming age, regret, bitterness, despair gnawed intensify.

Tuesday, February 8, 0:17

director Claude Autant-Lara died recently, France 3 broadcasts his famous Paris Crossing .

lesson in French at a certain Elo F. (1st stt) which resides in Saint-Cyr au Mont d'Or : Beautiful young girl who, by some of his reactions, remember Cathou ... Very endearing, but a character probably unbearable. Tonight Flo J. invited me to accompany him to the victories of classical music and jazz taking place in the Auditorium of Lyon. I hope the classic will not be too dominant.
The intellectual terrorism raged most beautiful in Europe after the arrival of Haider, training at least, the Austrian government. Hysteria gesticulatoire countries of the EEC and the United States reflects the prevailing ideological diktat. Democratic dogma eventually he burst through?
I finish in the dark (without lenses) ...
The wonderful Gabin in tirades of Paris Crossing desecrate the clichés of tolerance for modest and more here than elsewhere, the poor multiply. Lucidity did not prevent compassion and assistance to another: today I did my BA in under a lame and stinky bum who had just entered the bus.

Wednesday, February 9, midnight ...
Up at six hours (at least waking up) for two hours giving philosophy. My weeks parade and my eyelids are closing themselves.
Towards 18h. Announcement of a new pseudo-softening terminology. After the pariah charged with meaning in everyday language had a spell Significantly, the indictment not really regilded suspected of lost virginity. The sprightly Guigou, via the legislative body, concocts a third version, the witness to attend. Question: Is it really a problem naming? The inclination of the voyeur lambda, the average person to summarize, widely supported by the game media killings, bears, whatever form that takes the nomination, to condemn any individual object apriorism investigative attentions of Lady Justice. The next step of labeling the guy mentioned she should take the pre-rehabilitation fervent ? The presumed innocent might agree or better yet, "the pure pure was presumed innocent in the case x '.
The state announces a new kitty , as the term (again!) Acclaimed by Big Media, thirty billion and some dust of hundreds million, after twenty-four already announced late last year. Economic health of the thunder that has exceeded all forecasts of tax revenues. Distressing to hear the political squabbling over the right to use this bonus: remove the housing tax, increasing social minima, reduce the deficit, helping the pension system, replenish hospitals staff, phew phew! We feel them drooling, trying to salvage some crumbs in passing. Nobody had the courage, the nerve rather, to suggest what will happen no doubt part of the sum swell the fund secret slush funds ... Finally margins occult maneuvers of the state.

Tuesday, February 15, 1am Monday
very dull, except for the very nice course at Elo F. She really Cathou in blood thinner, however intellectually, and certainly better made body. All of this is fantasy and does not bother me build. My pretend life is like in apathy. My isolation (voluntary) increases: Desertification in my acquaintances and relationships: much more with a thick ... greatest thing altogether. Valentine's Day for me is nib! New
major ecological disaster in Europe East: poisoning by huge quantities of cyanide (from Romanian mines) rivers,
rivers. Whole food chain is likely to be fatally affected. After Chernobyl, a new human folly ...
Tonight, a File history on the extreme right in France: still the same analysis, the same stigma, but with more sense to speak of a movement in the process of marginalization following the bursting different. However, an interesting approach to anti-Semitism present even Gide or Bernanos. And all my literary universe: Celine Rebatet, Brasillach Leautaud, Drumont Gobineau Figuéras, Brigneau, Bardeche ...

Wednesday, February 16, 1am approx. True insomnia
very temporary and controlled to scrape my plaid. Character
Yo-Yo more. Break my resolutions face a total disinterest in building a life project. Carry this for what, for whom? With only myself as a traveling companion, I no longer aspire to anything. A sloppy nihilism and without willpower.
In contrast, a physical determination that strengthening (I have nothing to lose somehow, if not my dignity, my honor ...) and getting away from all apprehension of a possible confrontation with a snack balls. At a
asshole visibly drunk, the bottle in one hand, cigarette in the other, all in a subway car, I asked for the lights. Refusal of casual wanker: various crap he mumbled, I told him the guts, I, I puffed and I asked him directly if he had never deorbited an eye. I felt bewildered eyes of travelers. For me, the next step of the determination will make clear the possible ways to fumailleur : it runs or I kill him with calm and satisfaction.

Saturday, February 19, 1:15 am
And if my life would be reduced to scroll monotonous weeks of courses in progress, without any possibility of considering any building, survival is precarious and the only poor obsession.
Alternatively, or terrible confirmation of the inevitable sloppiness in case of unfulfilled: to start writing a story atypical, with a tone and a style unique, disturbing, on the razor's edge. But what to say: my torment, my contradictions, for the torturing of an ordinary man?
This style, he could match accuracy crazy; not degreasing sentences reduced to a flat inconsistency, but an exacerbation of a sleek and unstoppable scathing language.

Sunday, February 20, around 1:15 in the morning.

A new Saturday night face-to-head with my zigues ... I am sharing between Colombo (our endearing lieutenant LA), Internet and some corrections on the thesis of Sandra to print a correct version.
I see it this afternoon, and the charming Florence P. (Who moved to London with her fiancé in September).
Passage in gale Castle In the second weekend of March for the annual tax duties. Frequency
Jazz rocking the awakening forced by the little squares of notebook ... I will not address the urgency to write is well settled.

Wednesday, February 23, probably midnight ...
A source of satisfaction for my tutoring: I am a student, Julie K., pretty liana very lively, and had helped to review a sample of Tropism (N. Sarraute) was rated 18/20, a first for her teacher, who said on his copy Lest remarkable. " His happiness and gratitude to me (as from her mother) filled me.
Tonight shared reading between two diarists: Polac and Leautaud, one feeding me and the other at very different levels. Polac identity by some reactions; Leautaud for mocking the serenity of its ratings. Few
passionate relationship for reading which prompts me to devour a book without being able to let go. Contrary to my approach: I started about ten at the same time, then I savored slowly, sometimes very long periods (the literary Journal of Leautaud started in 1988 or 89, I am only volume XIII) as strong alcohol. Perhaps a simple laziness of mind. Saturday, February 27


Again, celibacy has done its work. Already a user-unfriendly nature, isolation Lyons does not help.
For me not indulge in rehashing bougonneur, I decided to canvas the nearest cinema. Only film not seen and can capture some attention in a covered entertaining, Toy Store 2 (the first had been seen with Karl in Laon, I think). Result: a dozen spectators, and every couple! I'm damned plague in this social system.

Monday, February 28, 0:30?
In front fog lights out. My Saturday night was punctuated by the happy discovery Toy Store 2 (beautiful humanity of toys) and attendance of smelly First (bar and box).
This sunny Sunday walk in the crowded park's head Or and writing under the rays of a few lines for my thesis. At this rate, I will go for my retirement (if I have a right).
Jospin Will we get caught a few attacks on the national language after his obvious blunder? Sign of assent: one of the stones that were addressed to him reached the tonsure of the nascent Premier. Evidenced by a red dot.

Wednesday, February 29, 0:20
Illustration of the unspeakable mediocrity some humanoid Big Media TV
hexagonal reports (with a fun and loving kindness) that some nerds came before a big-haired Austrian magazine as one of the top five to receive a good purchase of two thousand francs to reward their unfathomable stupidity lackluster. These are dangerous that endanger human integrity, not the foppish Haider.
damned uplifting in any case the brainwashing of these pitiful actants of the consumer society.

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